In a nutshell, i'm trying to be an escapist now.


And dinner with Eugene last night was good. I also convinced Htin's room mate to bring in the coffee liqueur too. Ha. Brilliant. I'll finally get my white russian next week ! Provided i bring my vodka.

I feel bad about this afternoon when my mum came in. I think i'm really in a bad/lousy mood lately. And thing is, it's definitely not mood-swing symptoms. I think it's the stress. Heh.

Anyway, look box went down horribly due to the lack of time and precision. I dont even wanna talk about it any longer. I think it's the first time Aly and the rest seen me lose it. It scares me sometimes.

Thank God for Aly and Keith who stayed up with me and made it less painful. Thank God for Oscar and Aly's concern afterward. Thank God for Eugene who gave me a brief breakaway from the insanity that is the studio. Thank God for Joey and his tolerance whenever i snap. Thank God for my mum and her patience. Really, thank God for the people. For the pillars who hold me up whenever i think i can no longer make it.


Hopefully tonight's little party would make up for the week or so's madness.